Tuesday, May 30, 2006
im currently in my super depressed mood. sighh
it seems like everything in my life seems to go horribly wrong
i dont know why =(
im not blogging much though
i miss joyce, jiee, sum and zann. =(((
its like during this hols i feel so damn lonely and bored lah
without their usual silliness to entertain me
sigghhhh
and rachel and ashley's gone for hongkong for 2 weeks!!
they left yest.
more misery added. now i really have noone to talk to. D=
im feeling totally like shit.
i shall abandon this blog for some time now.
need time to think over everything.
goodbye.
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1:51 AM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Today was not bad. Went to sch with ben and I waited like friggin long for her lah.
Then saw !@#$%^&. Pst. The you-know-who.
Then got my sandwich and walked to sch with benny and paddy.
Then first lesson had math. Was not bad actually. Cause probability is easy lah.heh.
Then el had to do this stupid compre ok.
When exams are just over alr. Tsktsk. Nvm. Must pity the sec4s more.
Then recess ate quite a lot. =/
Oh. and my body's aching like hell man cause of the captain's ball game. Cause didn't stretch at all tt's why. Hanna's body's aching too. heh.
Aft recess had sci and went through the mid yr paper. But kinda useless cause we don't have the paper.
So during sci, wasn't listening so I did just what joyce suggested I should do.
Write down everything so I can organize my thoughts easily.
I did just that ya and im so proud of it! XD loll.
Haha. first I did some plotting of events, where there are arrows everywhere connecting to other events.
Heh. I can even make a story now! =p
Then did some "mind map" thing bout possibilities.
Uhuh. And it's the best mind map I've ever done in my life. =p
Then last I did some character study. Now I can write lit essay also! Hee.
But it was really helpful lah cause now I even realized some things which I didn't realize of last time. Heh
You know what I mean. *winks*
Then lit mr m didn't come in so I continue with it and now its like soo loooooonnnng. Heh.
Aft that had home ec. Went to the room and me, ben and sum watched "the passion of the Christ" on my tablet.
Was really nice? I dunno.
Cause it was so saddening and I teared ok. =(
Really nice show.
After home ec continued watching it.
It was like the last day of jesus and what happened to him and all.
Though I don't believe it.
Was really gruesome pls.
Damn gruesome can when he got tortured like hell.
You cant even imagine.
And the part when he got crucified I cant even bear to see it!
And hanna told me this which I just found out.
That story was actually true but partly.
Actually, nabi adam had a very good friend. But then this friend of his betrayed him badly so god wanted to punish him.
Then god made the jews see nabi adam's friend as nabi adam.
So, since they hated nabi adam they did all that I had mentioned just now to him lah but in actual fact, they had gotten he wrong person. Yea.
But in the passion of the Christ that one, jesus also had a friend who betrayed him.
Then mira and hanna started telling all the sirah stories. Very nice. =)))
And we even listed all the nabi's names on the noard! X) haha.
"Adam, idris, nuh, hud, salleh, ibrahim, luth, ismail, isyak, yaa'cob, yusuf, ai'yub, shu'aib, musa, harun, zulkifli, daud, sulaiman, ilyas, ilyasa, yunus, zakariah, yahya, isa, muhammad" hehe.
Then stayed back cause initially wanted to wait for kak fah to come.
But then too late cause its alr 4 plus and ld ppl going home alr.
So saw her from far only. Then went home with ben.
Then we actually stayed at cck station and talked for more than half an hour ok. Standing some more.
And exactly 13 trains going towards woodlands that one passed by. Tsktsk. Bad luck number.
Then we talked about the passion of the Christ and from there we talked about everything that has to do with religion. Was really very nice. =)
Ohwell. But hafta continue on fri I guess. Im so dead now!
Cause me, amira, aqilah and these other 2 girls from cedar haven't even done the sec1 launch presentation for ymc and we need to get it done by this sat cause then it will be the rehearsal! Screams!!!
Faints, die how? Just found out today leh.
And we cant meet up with the cedarians. Time clash.
And also kak siti didn't attach the info and all what can we possibly do?!
Haiz, stupid thing. But nvm. For the sake of our fellow ymc-ers and future members we shall try our best! XD gtg now. Byeee.
xHANISAHx
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9:37 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
today was a much better day. Had no mass run. =))
then had pe which was fun!! HAHA.
played captain's ball with 4g1. but its so unfair cause majority of those who played are from netball. Like our class got none lor!
Then spent a lot of energy laughing. =/
In the end we lost lah like duh.
Then now my right foot still kinda painful lah cause jazlyn like accidentally stepped on it when we were both going for the ball and I then I sort of twisted it. =(
Ohoh. And usarin is cute! XD haha. nono. Not tt ec kinda cute. Just cute. =)
Then aft that had no mly so we went back to classroom and stayed at the open area outside.
And we were actually talking about our ambitions and marriage. Loll.
Like who would marry first and all and how we cant imagine aisyah getting pregnant, =p
Then mira was silly. She was saying that we can all marry together and have it at the padang, HAHA!!
Okok. Shall stop it.
Anyways, had recess and some people just got me irritated just by seeing them. stupid. Ok.
Then after recess had the fire drill thing.
Damn stupid one lor. But I think if they manage to evacuate within 6 mins, its still a bit too late cause in 6 mins, if there is a real fire, it would already spread like hell lah. Hah.
Then uh. Oh. had spring cleaning. Everybody's suddenly like so guai clean the class.
Then got 2 gotchas cause the teacher was so-called "impressed" tht our class is very "clean" and we were all very "hardworking". Hah.
Aft that had assembly.
This a cappella grp came and performed. Was really nice.
And it was like damn touching lah when they sang 'that's what friends are for'.
Then that jiee say its not nice! Hmph. She says she likes the lion sleeps tonight the best. Like ?!
Had lunch and went home. Hah. So short. Bleh.
Can you believe it I still have to study when other ppl are enjoying?
I have to study for my religious class exam. Bleh
Cause last wk I just rmb like only the day before. Then had to rush everything. And I only got like 420 for the psle. Not very satisfying eh so hafta back up. Gtg now! Bye. =))
xHANISAHx
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6:06 AM
This morn everyone claims I look like a panda bear or rather a ghost. =/
Rings around my eyes, eyebags, puffy eyes, pale. Heh. Suddenly reminds me of smth. Nvm.
Then joyce was being very nice about everything and now I feel like so good and better after talking to her bout everything. And also after talking to sum bout it too. I feel so lucky to have such understanding and caring friends. =) really felt grateful lah.
And I got some really nice advice and talks from them. =)))
Then didn't really do much throughout the day.
Rmb having math, did on probability and I slept like what? More than halfway through the lesson I guess.
Oh. and we watched a walk to remember too. but I didn't really watch it cause its like so sad and I just don't feel like watching it and make me feel worse.
Then lunch was when I felt really cheered up and hyper. =)
Had angklung photo-taking too.
Urgh. Angklung was damn tiring ok just now.
Like had 3 hrs! when it was usually 1 1/2 hr.
Arms were very tired and all.
But luckily ms asmah was in a very good mood today. =)
She joked around more than usual so lucky us she didn't make the session more stressful.
Then at night had a little nice chat with sab and im so glad. =)
Suddenly I come up with this theory.
That god doesn't want me to be selfish.
I cant possibly have everything. I know.
xHANISAHx
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6:03 AM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
im feeling so down
cause down made me feel so down!
hah. ok. maybe only bern knows what im talking bout
she and the up and down. hah
up is *** and down is *********.lol
anyways, she really cheered me up with the long talk we had yest. =))
and i shall not be so down anymore
cause down is down.
so i shall --------------------------------------------------------------------------
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1:11 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Urgh. Im so friggin pissed with someone lah
I shall totally wash my hands off her now.
Then yest I don't rmb much happening.
Bleh. Im in totally no mood at all now.
I've got so much to settle but so little time.
I've got so much problems but I cant seem to solve any of them.
Eeeee. Someone help me!
Its now the windy season.
But surprisingly, when I look at the tree outside my house, I see two small pink flowers growing.
Get my point?
xHANISAHx
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11:36 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
yay! my internet is finally working!
ok. shall update about today. hmm
before that got other stuff to talk about
i've just decided that being a detective will be my 2nd ambition!
i decided that i really wanna become a human psycologist. =)))
haha. but i think must be good in sci right
bleh, better buck up now!!
oh. and that STOOOOOOOOPEEEEED hanizah lah!
she go and read despite all my begging and talking to her
sucha waste of effort
i forgot i didnt put password at that blog lah!
damn her! screw her!!! so damn maluating can!!!!!!!!
urgh!
anyways, today had mass run then forgot to wear pe shirt
then arfah very sweet she lend hers to me! =)
had run then checked papers.
urgh! dont even talk about it
its basically OKAY lah
but my math sucks like hell
urgh. cried so badly, just as badly as how i did for my paper. =/
then i was feeling so horrible.
so, i went shopping for....
FLOWERS!
haha. really cheered me up lah. =))
im done. shall go change my skin now!
tata!
xHANISAHx
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2:50 AM
Sch today was not bad lah. =))
Went to sch like norm and while walking to sch I realized that my button at the 2nd top popped off. =/
Then had to borrow pin from latha. Haiz. So unlucky.
Then had assembly and after that watched monster-in-law like again,
Already watched that during post exams last yr lah
Then aft that watched dunno what boring old movie for a while
Had 1 hr break! =D
Haha. but didn't go down
Watched final destination 3!!
Haha. then others came to watch with sum and me.
And its like so damn gross.
We were like screaming. Haha.
And nat so silly, she was so damn eager to watch but all through the movie, she kept closing and covering her eyes and ears and she kept asking us what was happening. ? haha. and she popped the question "is someone gonna die soon?" like god knows how many times. Funny gal. loll.
Then aft that received back mly paper.
Damn horrid pls.
I got like b3!!! Can you believe it. 68.5. I needed just 3 damn stupid marks to get a bloody A.
Aiyah. But what to do alr. =(
And I felt A LITTLE better when kartinie said that only one person got a1 and one person got a2.
Like considering that fact, now I think its not that bad lah. =)
then after that continued watching final destination and it was really fun. Haha.
then sch ended. Met ms lau and ms magata. Sigh. I don't think im going alr lor. =(((
anyways, aft that had lunch. Then wasted a lot of time till 4 for photo taking.
So short lor the photo taking.
Ooh. And guess who I saw! =p
She was like goddamnit cute lah!!!! Screams!!! Lol
Especially with her specs lah! =D she looks totally AWESOME in her nc uniform. =)
Then photo taking was YAWNS. Then went home.
Hee. Oh. and Hanizah told me that smth happened between qinya and hwee boon. Hmmm. Kinda surprised. I wonder.. lol.
Gtg now. Bye!!!
xHANISAHx
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2:47 AM
Today was =D!!!
Haha. mm. lets see. Went to sch then had assembly. After that had crime talk. Veh boring lor. Last time's one much better.
Then aft that had sexuality education. FOR 3 HOURS CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. First part was talking bout homosexuality. Ooooh. Haha.
Then second part I forgot. =/
Had recess then after recess had photo taking! Hah.
Everyone was supp to bring soft toys for the candid photo.
So I brought the marshmallow pillow that ros gave me and the teddy nisa gave me. =)
But this yr's one like somehow not fun lor the photo taking.
Last yr was very nice.
Then continued with sexuality education.
Aft that had sci survey and physics test.
Like wth! Had test right after exam. Ok. Not really test lah.
All the sec2s hafta do it. Its like they wanna do this thing and see our overall sec2 how good our physics are. Bleh. Then had some stupid dunno what emergency briefing. Wasted a lot of time lah cause the thingy not working or smth.
Then while waiting and all, sum kept me entertained! Haha!
She was asking me how to fold socks and was trying so hard to fold her socks there. LOLL. And when she gave up trying to do so, she pulled her socks back up and its sooooo high! Hahahaha! And all of us were laughing like mad at whatever she did. And I even laughed till tears come out. Haha!
Oh. And got this irritating g2 councillor always shushing us lah.
That thing haven't even start yet lor and zan herself is a councilor. =/
Aft sch, met Rachel at foyer cause Ashley and cleo went to tiong already.
Then went by cab and Rachel kept laughing cause I was frantically flagging for a cab. Hah. No funny ok! =p
Then reached there, ate at bk first and then Ashley and cleo came.
And I was being a totally messy eater. I was spilling everything all over the place and my clothes lah. =(
Saw hayyu and liy and many many other crescentians.
Then went to take neos! Haha!
Took really really a lot ok. Like never took so much before. Hee
Actually I don't even really take much neos.
Haah! But it really turned out nice. =)))
And I don't understand how cleo can look so nice and chio in all the pics!
She only took 1 time with us then had to leave to meet her friend.
Then ashley, Rachel and me took another time. Stupid poses. Haha.
Then met ros and the rest. (Heh. I don't really rmb and know the other names. So I just say THE REST. =p)
Then the 10 of us squeezed and took the neos together! Haha.
Very funny can. And nice.
Saw aisyah and aish too! =)
Then walked around to go search for rachel's bday gift for I dunno who.
Then separated with the other juniors at around 5?
Then went home with Rachel and Ashley. Train damn crowded lah.
Oh. And the more I look at Rachel and Ashley, the more I can tell the difference between them:
1.) Rachel has red specs, ashley's one is blue.
2.) Rachel has a high cheekbone, like heart shaped face, ashley's face is like oval.
3.) Rachel usually has a fringe, Ashley don't.
=))) at least I figured smth today. Haha.
Then the poor *. Sheesh.
Bleh. Tomorrow got no sch. Maybe I can bake cookies! =)
Xoxo
Hanisah =D
Friday:
Friday was kinda ok lah. Did nth much at home in the afternoon.
Then evening went to furama for the reunion thingy or smth.
To celebrate an ADVANCED MOTHER'S DAY.
Oh. And I saw Natasha safia too. her cousin then happens to be my younger sis's friend. Hah.
Then started off the thing and all of us hafta give a !ROSE! each to our mum.
Then read some dunno what prayers. Then started eating! Yumyum! =D haha.
The food was not bad lah. I <3 the chocolate banana! Haha!
Then had the thingy where we must read a poem or sing or whatever to our mums.
Younger sis read a poem. 1st half made by elder sis.
The 2nd half made by me! =) *beams*. Haha
Actually I just anyhow take from my poem collection lah. =/
Then the fathers had to take this quiz thingy bout our mums. So silly!
Haha. and my dad purposely put my mum's fav singer as FAUZIE cause he knows she don't like him. Haha!
Then uh. Cut the cake. Eat some more.
ee. think im so fat already.
Then around 10 went home. Then nearly vomited in the car cause I was too full. Haha.
Then went home. =)
Xoxo
Hanisah
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2:45 AM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Monday:
Sci paper today was CRAP!!!
Like totally lah.
I actually really woke up at 2 to study leh =/
Hah. But I was so tired I woke up at 2, slept again till 3. then study.
Went to sch like norm today.
And saw kamalia and sharifah at chua chu kang.
So went with them. and kamalia was being sooo talkative and crappy as usual. Haha. and sharifah so poor thing. Forgot her calculator. =(
Haha. still haven't asked her what she did.
Oh. And I found out from kama that yin hui and bao hui (their name rhymes!) finally got their identical SEXY PURPLE CRUMPLER already. Haha. cause we were talking bout this senior=D and was talking bout her orange crumpler. Haha.
Then reached redhill, we abandoned sharifah with farah a. =p
Reached sch and revised a bit.
Then sci test. Eee. Horrible. I don't know how come I do so slow and I finished right on the dot ah.
Then after that went to eat some light stuff in the canteen.
Saw the stars of crescent! Haha. ok. Jj.
Oh gosh. I feel so crappy today lah.
I wanna get a crumpler too! a bright pink one! =D
One that is much sexier than yin hui's and bao hui's one, hah!
but im so broke now. =(
Still need to get ros's real present. Haha. sounds so damn wrong. Adilah's beeeeeeeeeelated bday gift too.
And I need to save up money for hols so I can watch movies and go shopping every week! Hah. Oh. And for ice skating and mos. Bleh.
In total I figured I need to save 300 by 3 wks. ?! impossible =(
And that stupid Hanizah refused to donate to my ChArItY.
She claims she's BROKE. But I know she got a secret hiding place in her house where she keep all her money! Hmph. Haha.
Urgh. Gtg mug for stupid geog. Byeee~
Xoxo
Hanisah
Tuesday:
Ahh. I realized that when I went online yest I forgot to put up my post.
Nvm. Shall put up next time.
Anyways, geog paper today was damn horrible! Cries
Its like I don't enough time at all!
Thank god tt teacher was so nice and gave us spare 3 mins. Really helpful
However, I didn't finish a few questions and I lost 9 marks! Sobx.
And the rest I got no time so I just scribbled shit lah. Damn.
When she say time's up then I just broke down lah =’(
Then felt so horrible and all.
But felt better when aisyah told me that she too didn't do a few questions and gonna lost like arnd 9 marks also.
Felt much better when I found out that lava didn't finish 4 whole pages.
And I think its more than 20 marks.
Bleh. But I feel so damn hoorible! =(
Thanks jiee, zee, sum, joyce and the rest who cheered me up and comforted me. =)
Ohwell. Shall look on the brighter side of life now.
Tomorrow got math and csp! Urgh. Haven't even studied!
But then, after that, its OVER! =D
Haha. can relax on wed aft and play the com the whole day! Hoho!
And maybe change my blog skin too and put up all my links.
Hee. And definitely looking forward to thur's afternoon, going out Rachel and jnrs. =)))
Hehe. Bye. Gtg study for my chi now! =)
I <3 chi! Haha,
Xoxo
Hanisah <3
Wednesday
Today's math was seriously horrid! Like everyone says its hard.
Its damn hard lah. I didn't finish a lot of questions. =( lost like around more than 10 marks. But ohwells. What to do. Its over already.
And csp was ok lah just that I forgot that I had memorized the other sch facilities like the library, computer lab, art room. Bleh
Im so bored. Yawns. Exams over. Now what to do?
ooh. and i saw *i sitting behind *b just now! =D
haha. so many stars.
sheesh. she shouldnt know bout this. =p
Xoxo
hanisah
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2:51 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
i just realised how much i love everyone and how important they are to me.
mother's day is coming.
exams ending soon.
im hoping for the best.
i dont know if i should go or not.
im broke now =(
hah.
bye. gtg and MUG MUG MUG!!!
* she
DRINKS she
SMOKES she
SLACKS but i dunno why she's still my no1 idol*
stop trying to spread false rumours you bitch. hate you.
gee. i just talked bout loving everyone =/
ohwell. im crapping.
xoxo
hanisah
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6:49 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
lit paper SUCKS!
definitely got a lot of ppl fail one.
ahh. shant bother about it already.
yay! finally my dearie rachel can go out next thurs! =D
haha. shall go stuff myself with ice cream
i wanna see *f! =(
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10:30 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
These past few days was BLEH.
Lets see, sat had mly exam. The compo I wrote about uh. I forgot. Oh! The title that I did was "terlepas dari mulut buaya, masuk mulut harimau"
Hehe. Then I wrote bout this friend of mine, she escaped from falling in the toilet then got killed in an accident on the way home. Haha! hee. Shant tell the name of the person that I wrote though. ya. I like writing bout violence. =)
Then the paper was DAMN HARD lah! Like its so hard! Hard beyond words! =(
But hanna and nat's crazy ok. They say IT'S THE EASIEST PAPER THEY HAD EVER DONE. Wth! Hah. Crazy lah.
Then after that went to aunt's house for her wedding. Hee. I managed to find my way there without even asking Hanizah! Hah. Im so proud of myself XD
It was kinda small one lah.
Then Sunday went for mad, literally did NOTHING. Aiyah.
Shouldn't have woken up so early and went right if I had known cause the rest got oral exam. Then went Malaysia! Heh.
Oh. And I think I saw farah aqilla? Or however you spell her name. yea.
But I dunno. Looks 99% like her though. haha. ooh, and she wear tudung somemore! Haha! she looks um. Weird? Heh. Shall go ask her when I see her online.
Anyways, yest. Went to toa payoh there for dunno what stuff. My mum lah.
Then I ate a lot lah. Im super fat now already. =(
Then today morning. The choc thing. Eww! Haha.
Then had no mass run cause raining when assembly wanna start tt time.
Then had no pe cause mrs heng never come! =D
But sadly mr m took that period for lit.
Why are we always having lit?! grrr.
Then mly. Had self-study period. Exchanged seats with ferind and sat with mira at the back.
And got no mood to study so I reply rachel's letter that I owe her since I dunno when. Haha. then recess it was so crowded cause of all the sec4s.
Then *e and *f sitting behind! Hehe. Cutecute! Espesp *f ah! Gosh. Faints.
Tsk im being so bad. Then aft recess had geog. Went through really useful stuff. Was kinda interesting and I just realized how nice ms shen is! =D
Aft geog got math, kinda slack. Then assembly had class interaction.
And ms tan returned our journals. Cause that time I was telling her bout IT. And then she was like. Ok. I wont go on. Too private.
Then she released us a period earlier. Was good. Then stayed back for awhile. Then go home lor. Haha.
Ooh. I just realized that I saw all the * today.
Haha. hmm. *a, *b, *c, *d, *e, *f, *g, *i!!!
Hee. Means it's a good day for me?
If you're clever enough it'll be kinda obvious who these ppl are. Sheesh.
Esp *f!!! =DDDD
Im dying of obsession.
Bye.
Xoxo
Hanisah =D
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5:34 AM
Church;